Over the past few months, I have had some massive issues with IBS. I'm willing to believe 90% of it has to do with stress. I'm pretty much going through the wringer with one thing piling on top of another and there's not much I can do about most of it other than waiting for it to play out. Even being aware of this and trying as hard as possible to relax, ignore, or detox from stress it doesn't seem to work. Lately, it seems no matter what I eat, I will get sick. It could be plain rice and toast and my stomach will have a problem with it.
I am seeing my GI doctor in about a week but I'm almost positive that he's just going to tell me nothing is seriously wrong and just "watch my diet" (that's what always happens). The thing is, I already do that. I don't drink milk anymore (haven't for years cause it's one of my triggers). I limit cheese because I know about my dairy issues. I limit red meat, I limit butter, I rarely have fast food (even though that's not easy). Over the past 5 months I've been eating healthier and blander than I ever have and that still hasn't seemed to change anything.
I've had weeks at a time where I'm in and out of the bathroom so much that the idea of leaving the house just for five minutes to run an errand gives me anxiety. I can't have normal relationships, I can't go to the movies, I can't do anything. Now I'm actively afraid of eating anything because I can't figure out one thing that doesn't make me sick. The holidays are coming up and those are always stressful for me no matter how hard I try to manage them not to be. I'm just not sure what to do anymore since I'm so tired of always feeling sick. It's not even a lack of hunger it's more the severe terror of knowing that the moment I eat something it's going to go right through me and I'll be on the toilet again. Any advice? Keeping in mind I've tried yoga, medication, CBT, mindfulness, deep breathing, and almost everything other homeopathic thing that's supposed to reduce stress. That doesn't work any more than changing my diet has.