I’m new here, and I just need to vent. As the title of my post says, I feel like my IBS-D is ruining my life. I’m 33, and I’ve had IBS-D since I was a teenager, about 14 years old. So I’ve had it most of my life. I also have social anxiety and epilepsy (from a brain tumor I had removed when I was only 8 months old). Back to the real issue here. My IBS is so frustrating. I barely eat anything, usually have one meal a day at dinner. Sometimes I’ll eat breakfast if I’m in the mood, but most of the time it’s one meal a day at dinner. I usually have one meal because I get so scared I’m going to have an IBS flare up. I make sure to stay hydrated, don’t drink alcohol, soda, or coffee. Do love my tea though. Most of the time I drink either green or white tea, and do drink herbal teas on occasion. I do enjoy black tea, but as a major tea lover, I make my tea from loose leaves and have a loose leaf tea maker. Black tea is the trickiest to make in my Breville Perfect Tea Maker so I don’t drink it that often. Sorry, I’m practically making this into an article about tea!
As for my IBS, I’ve tried several things to treat it. I saw a gastro doctor two years ago, and she suggested I get a colonoscopy (that was fun, not!), start taking probiotics, and she put me on Bentyl. The probiotics and the Bentyl usually help, but I’ve noticed, and I even told my parents this last night, (but they didn’t believe me. My dad even said ‘Oh, you’ll be fine!’) that I was nervous to eat the pizza they got. Even though I only had two slices. It was from one of those, as I call them ‘generic cookie cutter’ pizza places that you’d find on every corner and it all tastes the same. The locally owned shops that usually make their pizza extra greasy. I clearly told them last night my stomach can’t handle the extra grease. As I said before, my parents thought I was full of nonsense, making mountains out of molehills, and worried over nothing. Don’t get me wrong, the pizza was good, but a few hours later, after I had taken a shower, I didn’t feel well, got a sour stomach, and had an IBS flare up. (for about 20 minutes). I took some Immodium and drank some herbal stomach calming tea to help the flaring go down. This is just ridiculous! I’m so sick of IBS making my life miserable, and preventing me from eating foods that I want to (like pizza) and being scared to eat in general. It’s so sad that I only eat 1 meal a day (although I will occasionally eat 2), because I get so scared I’ll have a flare up!